8/14/24

driving to work was bad today because public schools are back from summer. i think i'll have to start leaving my house five minutes earlier to adjust to the worsened commute. i want to leave the country soon for a long time. i;ll sell a lot of my things and lighten my load; i feel like i have way too many things for an adult to have. i think i have to get married to hajo so we can be paired off to the same region, if we do any tefl jobs. i dont need any belongings except for hajo, monkey, my muji shoes, and laptop. last night i had a sweet cocktail and finished off a j. wanted to watch i saw the tv glow so i rented it on prime video, only later to realize i was too high to understand what they were saying in the video. i need to finish the movie tonight, though. i'm very bad with money recently. paying rent, paying for gas, paying for monkey's heartworm flea and tick, paying for food and treats, alcohol, makeup, perfume, credit card bills, water and electricity. i brought my laptop to work, hoping that it would be quiet for the most part. there's a couple of people in right now, talking about how big their houses are and their parents' fish. i bleached the walls by the sink at work because they were stained really bad by tea and coffee backsplash. i had a dream that the water tank at work fell over.